cheer

gonna say home and have a little holiday cheer,when the boys go to bed i am gonna ROCK,   peace.

new

ok i have to live with him  but i dont have to serve him  or cuddle with him  and i dont miss it,  used to cry  thought i would die     i have lots of love to give and alot of reaons to live  my two boys  give me joy every day i am thankful for my life...

weird

YELLIN  FIGHT  IN THE CEREAL ISLE  HU  THIS YOUNGER MAN WAS YELLING AT A OLDER FELLA  HAY HES AN OLD GUY WHATS UP,,,THE YOUNGER GUY ACCUSED HE OLDER GUY OF HITTING  SON WITH HIS CART,,OH BOY MY BOYS WANTED  TO HELP  TH E OLDER MAN OUT OF RESPECT,I ...

Louisa may

oh she was ahead of her time,when women didnt realy matter  just for having babes and taking care oftheir hubbys,they had real feelngs  real ideas and real talent   they werent suposed to be smart just pretty and  now how to needlepoint,,,, peace

angel

well my pop and myself got each other th same thing for Christmas  yes angels   not the same angels  but angels we just looked at each other and hugged,how cool hu,    peace

call

ok i have this brother each year i mail him and call him  my whole clan comes over for Christmas  ad i want him to now he is invited  but i understand if he wont come   he sit alone in his flat   well thats cool i guess  he does not like Christmas  but...

READ

OK THE BOYS AND MYSELF WENT TO THE LIBRARY YESERDAY,,MY OLDEST BOY SAYS TO ME MOM  THAT MAN IS STAREING AT YOU   HU AT ME  YA MOM HE SAYS,,THE GUY EVEN SAT NEXTTO ME  HU WHATS UP  HES NOT OLD  HE MUST BE BLIND HEHE  MY BOY WAS POTECTNG ME FROM THE BIG...

feel

ok  i chose to be with rockheart  you make your bed you have to lay down in it  thats what i was told growing up,,,  my youth has faded  my freshness is gone  i ws never realy a beauty   well not on the outside   i am jus a softy that wears her heart...

ONE DAY!!

HECK ALL THE HUSSLE AND BUSSLE RUNNING  EVERYWHERE TO THE MARKET AND THE STORES WITH ALL THE PRETTY PRESNTS READY TO TAKE HOME    THEN  ITS OVER  WAITE ONE MINUTE  IM GONNA  CELEBRATE  FOR aWEEK IF I WANT TO, YA SOUNDS GOOD TO ME  THE TREE looks pretty...

cat wet

how funny   i was having abath and the Frazier decided to get alittle too close  swoosh in the water  he  doggy padled for awhile   cat style! his eyes  got realy big   he got outa their as fast a he could  i laughed so hard     Frazier gave me the...

music

ok i am trying to listen to some friends  podcast  eekk no sound  the headphones were just working  eekk again no sound  i am clicking and learning about this puter  oh well the pumkin pie looks good,,peace

pies

ok i  made a  apple and a pumkin  the pumkin pie is still in the oven,,the house smells so darn good i want to tear into that apple pie and a scotch with ice,,,ya you thought i was gonna say a cold glass of milk  heck i am living it up tonite what the...

pie

ya my dad loves pie so i told him i would bake him one  whats that apple you say ok  run to the market get the stuff i need and bake him a wonderful pie,,hope it taste good i will make a little one first and make the boys test it for me  does it taste...

tradition

ya i started one 16 years ago, every one from my clan comes over for Christmas, i feed them and keep them comfy in my home,  prep for this drives me nuts  trying to keep the home kinda cleaned up  if you have two boys  thats not an easy feet well...

white

it twinkles  white lites  bouncing  reflecting off the red ornament   the nativity scene  under the  green branches  to remind us of what Christmas is all about    i just want to shout  what a glorious site to see  the wonderment of the children eyes  ...

fun

i woke up this morning  and thought of all the stuff i have to do before friday, started to panic oh boy,  i stoped myself real fast and listened to my boys laughing in the other room,i told myself it was gonna be a good stress free day  get a gift for...

home

gotta go hes pulling in the driveway,,i will come back after he leaves,,i need to write today for awhile,,,peace

time

heck i dont want to feel anger,,,but i am mad at him for giving up!!!! he doesnt give a crap   he is a father  his kids see him just not give a crap about anything other than his drinking!!!ok i have to stop    Christmas is coming and i want the boys...

almost better

he said hes coming home to do it himself,,oh boy just stay at work i say, my heart has turned to stone  only to him,  i treat him how he treats me,,he dont like the coldness  i show him,dont cry anymore its  too draining   hes drinking  alot and i want...

ring

boy i should never answer the phone when it rings  he forgets to send things to work and HIS mail dont work, he screwed it up so i got myself a mail just for me   ok he wants to use MY mail for his crap, hay wait one minute  if i can set up a account...

lunch

well its time for a late lunch,the boys want to go out to eat  well sounds good to me,,curly fries  that sounds funhope you all have a sweet day today and dont just stress out  over the little things,,,,,peace  see ya later gators..

fun

hay guess what   i am at the library  ya thats rite useing their puter,,its easy realy just had to get on to the net,,,well its nice here  the view shows pikespeak and theres a lake and the geese are  everywere,  did some shopping at the department ...

gift!

aahh she gives me a pretty package little bells and snowmen   a Bible and a candle and some sweet tea!aahh    i gave her a cross cookie tree ornament the boys and i made,looks cool i think well any way she went and spent money on me  why???  this...

intervention

ya thats whats needed maybe, but the only  people who will be attending this event is me and a baseball bat, pow rite in the kisser  hes going downhill realy fast looking older than his 54 years  he forgets little stuff, like take out the trash on...

rolling

yep they are happy playing with each other whew  well for  the moment anyway, they happened to roll down those stairs together ouch   no they cushioned each other  another whew,they will be home with me for two weeks ya!!! gonna go to the library later...