dollar

the boys and myself  are going to the best place in town,,ok im a cheap date,i am aware of this, need a few things,get some wrapping paper  a few ribbons for the tree,cookie cutters,,yes the dollar store will due,thenn i can aford my Chanel  i am...

mix

i read a friends blog about paint colors,when i was a little girl  my mom wantd to mix some paint  sounds all good,she put the paint in the washingmachine,two cans of the stuff,,,,the water heater was rite close to that washing machine,,it was...

same

I HOPe you all are doing good,hope you ate with your familys,and laughed  and then ate some more,well,,rockheart  is back,he is thankful to be home,,i was hopeing things would be different,that they would be better,in this life i wish alot  but no one...

crack

all work no fun makes me a dull one,,,,all work no play   makes me a poor...

spam

i wrote a poem,spam appeared on my blog!!!hu,,bjm

voice

i listen to the radio in the mornings in m kitchen,Karen Carpenter was singing her heart out,smooth as silk and such feeling,my boys asked who she was?i told them her story,died too young,why they asked me,couse her manager told her she was chubby,oh ...

one hand

chop that wood and carry water,whats the sound of one hand clapping? in lite of it dont know what it is,life is nothing but a dream,only an illusion,nothing is real,in lite of it    dont know what it is.bjm

coolness

he is trying so hard to get back into my heart,keep him at arms distance,been that way for so long,my heart is a unique lump of overwhelming love,and i protect it    on a daily bases. that takes work   draining realy,,want to surrender   just tear...

tomorrow

he will be home tomorrow,cant believe it,,a little over a month,we did pretty good,didnt lose the boys,the house didnt burn down,i didnt go completely mad,maybe just a little hehe,i am happy he has been sober,hope he stays that way,bjm

whew

i feel guilty,i couldnt wait to get the boys to school this morning,is that awful or what?,the house to myself ya baby,gotta unwind,no explaining stuff,no looking for any thing,just me and Frazier the cat,we can purr if  we want,who will care?no one...

ride

be back soon,take son to school,bjm

done

ok i wrote the letters i wanted to write,i have cool fountain pens my dad gave me long ago,makes me want to use my best penmanship,,well just waiting to go pick up my boy from school  the other can walk home,making cookies yummy gooey chocolate...

post office

gotta run  get some stamps,yes i still send snail mail  my mom enjoys getting mail from me,i always make cool stationary,,,in awhile crocadile,,,,bjm

friday

well the day is almost upon me friday rockheart will be back from Gaudamala,been gone for a month,i think he found God there,had alot of time to think,he has been writing me these letters well email heartfelt stuff,everything he has put his family...

orange

my boy likes wearing those one piece sleepers,ok  he outgrew all of his,so i have been on the look out for a one piece jammy,looked for a month  no luck,i kindA FORGOT for awhile,ok i walk into this place  realy to kill time brouse alittle  when i...

cops

ok this guys home is forclosed,they have been trying to evict him,he wont leave his home,he has a gun,there is a standoff just up the street,wow,i saw abunch of law around when i was taking my boy to school,saw on the news a standoff   yes a few...

squirrel

had to run to the momtaxi grab somthing,this critter runs rite infront of me,cute squirel,swore he had whiskers like a cat,realy    hu never noticed before  is that becouse they eat catfood,ya i feed the strays ,i cant stand to see any critter go...

if

sorry if i sounded mean,i didnt mean to,i was just thinking with my fingers,bjm

bus

ok people are complaining about th body seach at the airport,,ok  its intrusive i get it,xray and everything,takes too long,dont want to be groped,,,take a bus.thats my opinion,,,,bjm

friday

well rockheart is coming home on friday,been gone for a month,feels like a year,realy i am plum tuckered out,single moms my hat is off to you!!when he is home and not drunk he would help out with the boys,pick them up   or take them somewhere a game...

heart

ok last nite my youngest  boy told me to go in my room,ok then   shut the door mom,,ok  now i am getting curious,,ok he tells me to come out     there is a blanket on the couch    a soft huge  blanket  it says bless our home,it has a cabin  and forest...

time

man i tell u   time goes too fast,ran to the market    put the supplys away    pick up the place  take a quick shower,bake a pumkin loaf,whew time to have a sit down,,,nope go pick up my youngest from school,put my boots back on,,,its snowing...

market

i feel lucky to be able to go get supplys,,,be back,,,,out of coffee,eekk,,,,bjm

knock

ok  i hear a knock on my door,ok opened my screen door,dont like anyone messen with that door for some reason,knocking like theres a fire or somthng,well anyway i grab my club,its cool my brother whittled me some piece of wood,i grab it and pull the...

wipers

well turn on the wipers,never works where i need it to work rite infront of me hehe,it would be nice to se where i am going,im just a cheapscate,yes its true, but in the matter of saftey  i cant be a spendthrift,took the momtaxi to my guy,he knows my...