bone yard

i lay roses for grandma,i feel energy all around me,some good and some bad,oh a young ladd that died to young,and it looks to me  years ago he was hung,for stealing a horse,i turn around couse i hear a weird sound,a snapping of a huge branch,and a...

trick or treat

my 12 year old and myself are going tomorrow nite,,,just a few blocks  full size candy bars,,,going to this cool holloween store in a while,made some room in my budget for the week,,,,bjm

grown up

heck my dad coulnt get in touch with me,he drove across town  showed up at my door hu?  what  am i 10 or somthing??crap i am a 47 all grown up woman!!!!!what the heck,i realize he loves me and all,i love my dad very much  would stop a running train...

worry?

yesterday rockheart emails me,he says mail me so i dont worry,hu worry about wht? i havnt lost his boys yet,i havnt burnt the house down  an dont plan on it happening,dont have wild partys  though that sounds fun i tell ya,why is he worrying i...

fixed

last nite i  had a security problem with my puter,some worm trying to get our credit card #,rockheart orders baseball stuff,,,ok i think i got it handled,rockheart called and i told him the poblem,he couldnt help me,so i did it myself,feel pretty good...

fed

they are like 2 sharks circling me in the kitchen,is it done yet mom???oh boy a few more minutes,,,,the longest  minutes ever hehe,  i wonder what i would be doing on a Saturday nite  if i wasnt a mom,would i go out and party?would i find men to hold...

friday

so the day had finaly come,ya  what you ask,i like fridays couse they have Chapel on Fridays at my youngest school,the sound the children make when they sing makes me float to the ceiling every time   i go some place else in my heart  heck my whole...

fun

my brother always decorates his garden  realy spooky,the boys and i are gonna go help him set up,well the boys are gonna help,me i will sit on my butt and have coffee with my dad and visit,i usualy talk he listens with such understanding in his eyes ...

kids

ok these kids are smoking incense,go figure   its legal to sell at the gas station,but its not meant to be put in a pipe and in those young lungs,,they are actualy getting high off the stuff,stupid stupid    they had to take this girl of 12 to the...

mail

ok we get rockhearts mom and dead dads mail,  well his mom is still with us  anyway we get their mail couse she doesnt do finances any more  rockheart pays her bills for her and all that way she can relax a little,her husband has been gone for a few...

world series!!!

well its tonite,the conman and myself are gonna watch together,,,oohh all the tension of the players and crowd out in the stands     a swing and a miss, ya    the pitchers tonite  are fun to watch,when they pitch they use there whole bodys,like i said...

see

all this time he thought i was spending all the money he freaken  makes,,,guess what  he figured it out hes the one!!!all the fites and spitt in my face  all for nothing,,,,i forgive him,but i cant go back,,,bjm

proffesional

oh its proffesional content  i call it smutty  creepy content,thats just me,,maybe there is s site that wont allow that crapp man what a dragg i have been here for almost 3 years,,,bjm

thoughts staff

ok i dont complain  thats not me  i am ver blessed in my life,,,,did you see the blog that says casual sex   meet girls,what the    can we keep this new Thoughts clean,,,thats not cool  this was a classy site,set us aside from the other smutt sites ...

another one

another one bites the dust as they say,another tree blew over root and all a little aspen in my front garden  my  my,what to do   its heavey  i will try and dragg it off the sidewalk,,wind wind go away  and dont ever come back,crapp its not...

pretty

the boys and i went to the mall yesterday thought it would do me some good getting out of the house,i am not realy a mall person i like antique malls but the boys get bored  heck its not about me anyway,we went through a store it had Christmas trees ...

bother

i get calls from polititions all day long its a recording,vote for me   vote for me,crap i am tired of the whole thing i tell you  commercials  they bash each other mud sling  what about the issues at hand  i think they forgot,,,bjm

beans

put the beans in the crockpot   they call it a slow cooker,,,heck its a crock pot,,,,well anyway got this smoked bacon from Meeker,when we pass the little town we always pick some up  iots stupendous  i tell you smoked trout and cheese  and the very...

rainbow

i was taking my Clayton to school and he says look mom a rainbow,was it cool you could see the  circle of colours against the black sky,i never seen a rainbow like that before    its like it touched the mountains    see i live in the foothills  5...

change

well i changed my personal email,heck it was easier than i thought,hopefuly it will be safer than the last one,heck some one was reading my stuff  oh i fet creepy about it,,i told rockheart about it and he was blaming me   like it was my flippen...

bounce

better go, my boy wants to use it for awhile,,maybe i can sneak back later after the kiddies go to bed  have a sweet one,,,bjm

microwave

yes he called and talked to the boys,hes on this phone thing its like a microwave signal,,we could hear him ok,the boys talked and laughed,,he is watching the phillies  and giants  in spanish,he has a room  he says its like a cell, and he has a jail...

youth

when i was 8 he was coming,and i ran into the bathroom,slammed the flimsy door,the kind that had shudders on it,i think my father made that door,it had a flimsy lock  well i locked that stupid lock,to this day if i see one  i turn into that stupid...

realize

well he is feeling the way i have been feeling for around 10 years,,,by yourself,!!!!  we talked for awhile last nite  the connection was bad,heck i didnt have anything to say to him    he kept asking me if i was still there,yes i was still there ...

wind

ever since i became a mom,when the wind blows i dont much care for it,i put loud music on  try to read not at the same time i tell ya   i get real anxious   i cant put my finger on it,,,i real;ize the house wont blow away,yet we lost a tree last ...