mine all mine

usualy i dont rite at the evening hour the family always uses it   they have other things to do    thats good for me,,,not much to do tonite   just some laundry  and then some more laundry   hang out for awhile have some supper  clean up the mess ...

not that!

ok he doesnt want liver   know one likes it  but has anybody ever had it  iick they say  i make it realy good  well anyway  yopu want  steak instead  ok sounds good  liver has had a bad rapp  well i guess it does not matter to anyone else  i am trying...

mac and cheese

oh boy its lunch time  i havnt eaten for 2 weeks realy stomach thing going around and it ate me up and spit me out i tell you,well im getting better so im hungry lost alot of wait iick my jeans are falling off  oh no!!!!thats not good  i dont want to...

back

ok dont get me wrong  ya shes trashing her hubby of 20 years   i love him  i just dont like what he does to himself and his family meaning myself and the boys  if he continues to drink like he does  i will be left alone to raise two boys   heck if i...

question

ok i asked rockheart  how would he feel if i drank?, if i drank every nite and passed out  just like him   his jaw dropped  after he picked it up    he asked me if i was serious   well i said to him how come its ok for you to do it and shocking to the...

liver and onions

yes my oldest has iron poor blood  well  ok he had no symtoms   well  the pills they gave him make him sick  no hungry growing boy,what!!!somthings wrong with this picture  took him off the dreaded pills just till his hunger pains come back   guess...

strong

i wish i could tell you that it will all be better and that would make you feel better  but i understand thats always not enough  wish i could give you a hug and make you a hot cup of joe  like only i make it  realy good!! just to make you stop...

Healed

well the boys are at school and me i am playing with my house tiger  ya thats what i call my Frazier  he is a little over a year old  and he filled my broken soul with all his puuurfectness!   animal planet had these cheetas on and Frazier was...

street

ok he gets his bike  and puts his heavey backpack on all situated and all for the ride to school, i just say  have a great day son and i love you,  he says more mom  well ok then  there he goes down that street  the cool morning air  whipping his hair...

home

hmm,i was looking out my litchen window and much to my surprise  a man  looking at my trees,the power company has to trim some trees    ok sounds good i say to him,i get a good look at the guy  boyhowdy what a cuttie pie,  i am not man crazey or...

12

we shared a body at one time,we both had our own hearts  but they always were in tune with each other  we live in seperate  bodys   but our hearts are still together beating ever so sweetly together Clayton son i love you from the middle of my heart...

hello

hu so this is it i guess  i was so used to it the other way i will adjust looks alrite to me   i have been on thoughts for 3 years and its the only site i use, i am not isolated anymore and have grown as a person and hold my head up very high and...

cake

ok tomorrow i will bake my son the best cake ever in the whole wide world!!ok ok  he will like it couse i  his mom made it for him on that special day when he was born 12 years ago,he will blow out his candles  and then the cheers come , and then i...

Nebraska

went cat fishing in a canal in Nebraska years back  boy do they put up a fight   ok we caught a bunch of the catfish  i caught the biggest  ya little old me,hu whos gonna clean those there fish i am asking myself,well they nailed these fishys to the...

baseball

the boys went with their dad to a game they had a blast as usual  how bout those Rockies!!  well they went to the game and me   well   i was all alone go figure  to do what ever i wanted to do  dance around the house naked ya  well at my age maybe that...

pink

oh i long to see the pink cliffs against the blue cloudless sky and that lone eagle circleing riding with the wind way up then the eagle cast a shadow with its wide beautiful wings against the pink mountain cliffs  oh what a site to see if only in my...

open

he asked me why his father drinks,well i say to him he has a problem son  he is a good father he takes care of me and the boys  goes to work every day  and does a good job even if he is sick he goes out that door,i clean up after him couse i love him...

out

well i am alive again   been ill for a couple of weeks,my home looks like a wild party went on for days!heck  i wasnt even invited hehe  my energy level is back to normal no more weakling,crap being sick for me is like putting a wrench in that machine ...

hi

boy oh boy i have been ill all week i have ben battleing a stomach thing all week if you are a mom and you get sick  well so what you still have to get up and take care of your children feed them  oh boy just to look at food  i will be barking at my...

warm

no one loves me like him we get wrapped up in each others hearts gentle hands and strong arms to hold me when i fall he always thinks of my pleasure before his own to me that is love we dont even need to speek to each other silence is as good or better...

help you

ok the other day i walked throught this expensive store  i wasnt dressed up or anything heck puting on my shoes is dressing up hehe  well any way they have all these counters filled with scents makeup and such  heck no one gives me a look  guess it...

door

he cannot knock on my door anymore  i am not one of his interest in his actions he shows me his real self   spewing crapp that would shock a truck driver  i just turn and walk away and i will have a nice day,  he is not gonna hurt me with his...

whew

ok i can sit down and have a quick cup of joe, dropped off my youngest at school came home to check on my other son he has somthing well anyway his tummy is better whew thats good  its those darn horse pills they gave him  hes done getting sick  ya...

hold

well i have been on hold for  a long time already,my boy has a skin infection wierd i say took him to urgent care clinic on Sunday,,they gave him these huge pills to get rid of it,  he is getting sick,,,oh boy waiting to make a appointment to his...

time

a yellow colour   peeking out through all the green some how it dominates the whole thing couse your eye goes directly to the few leaves of gold,oh i shudder to think of what is coming the icey streets all the moms on cell talking and texting ...