one mom

ya every year at camp time  theres a mom who FREAKS out  ok i understand that  i dont want to be selfish and keep the boy all to myself  go out and see the world i say  i cant wrapp him in bubble wrap constrict him from growing   hes already GREAT ...

camp!!!!

oh boy the day has come  to be told my boy is going to camp  yes with his class,its just up the hill aways not very far  but  i am not allowed to come at any time, ok let me get this straight  3 nites with his class mates  away from ME   ok  his...

alive

 i want to feel alive once again,the only way thats gonna happen is if i can go home,my true home   its not in this place  heck i cant feel that spark and shine i usualy have  i feel dull unpolished on the shelf,cant stand it anymore,i want to feel...

11

yes today is the day my boy turned 11 wow 20 min ago he was BORN!!what the    ,well anyway i am sad  my boys are growing up too fast!!! hay wait one minute, put the breaks on i say  but there are no breaks,i have looked for the pause button and  one...

53

ya hes 53  cant be helped,his brain is pickled i think from all the booze it must be catching up with him, its like having a 6 year old  along with the boys i already have   did i tell you hes53? what to do, am i being unreasonable?  I DONT  think so, ...

hu?du?

oh boy i want to burst somtimes,  ok i have a question    when you come home from work  and you take off your shirt  the one you have been sweating in all day  ok some odor  ok do you throw it in the hamper?,  or do you put it on the KITCHEN counter ...

fast

boy this day is flying by me so fast,its almost time to get the boys from school been to the market this morning cleaned up the homestead   whew  i told myself i wasnt gonna go nutts today with all the chores i had to do so what if its not done,  well...

ring baby ring

yes the phone rings and i cringe  that not good  rockheart will call from work and we end up beefing  well im gonna take charge of the situation  simple realy  just dont answer the phone,  push a button and they will tell me the number who just called ...

season

yes another season is upon us all well if you get seasons in your part of the world,at least its not 100 degrees ya thats nice  my sweaters are?hehe, the boys are fine doing great in school and in fall baseball,and myself well the same i guess get up...

life

she goes to Grand central station during the day to blend in with all the others  with everything she owns with her she looks just like every one else  well from the outside,  her tummy always growling with hunger,she needs to bathe  so she takes a...

good

yes its all good today frazier the kid and myself are gonna hang around the old homestead in our jammys, crockpot has a chunk of leftover roast beef  heck make a stew  the boys like to eat after school, rockheart is the same  hes hiding the bottle from...

land

they lived on the  land for many years  had alot of laughs and alot of tears  they had to hunt low for that big old buffalo they didnt have oozys or shotguns  just a bow and arrow they used the furr to keep themselvs warm  and in the spring  another...

hello

 well the boys are home from school and the oldest is at baseball practice with his dad,the coach asked rockheart to help coach for the games  he said no, what! i think it would be good for him  hes realy good with the team dosnt yell at the boys and...

keep on

you are almost there  stop and itch that bite you just got, get a drink from that water bottle  pull up your socks and keep on walking   oh there it is in all its splender  a water mill running spinning water  its fresh and cold  look across a little...

A+

ya my boy showed me a spelling test  yep he got an A+  it dosnt surprise me  it makes me proud, oh and my oldest boys teacher  told me she was gonna love having him in her class,i say to the teacher lady  well to know him is to love him!  i tell every...

path

keep walking  you will be there in a little while, the river is roaring the brookys are jumping out of the water for somthing to eat,keep walking  oh a snake  be careful its a rattlesnake  it dosnt notice you  but you sure in crap notice him  he...

he said

well after i ranted to him for awhile he said to me  well it sounds electrical,oh i say is that rite James  ya thats his name well anyway  i cussed for awhile and told him i need a dependable car,,,  then i took a deep breath and said to James im sorry...

ya me

well  my momvan keeps stalling on me eekk  just spend alot of dow a few months back, new battary  and alot of other maintainc work,why then should it be acting stupid i asked myself at a red lite busy intersection, ok rev the engine so it wont stall ...

call it

 call it as i see it when sometimes i dont believe it   is every one the same whos to realy blame  is it sociaty  or all the reality on the tube  who   knows  who cares  well i care  what can little old me do<    well i will have to chew on that a...

box

ya i dont want to be in the box with everyone else  heck no wonder they are so mad and scowling  the veins in their fat necks bulging  uptite  no thats not alrite with me  not the way i want to be   got to be myself what ever that is  still trying to...

breeze in

they brezze in with a smile, when all the while they stare  care to share  why are you happy  you dont have to get snappy  just slow down hay no frown on that face    no not in this place cant understand why you care   dont stare with that stupid...

not looking

ok im not asking to have tea with them or anything   but crap alittle kindness helps, i was at chapel on friday at the school and it was over and this lady and i  shoot the shit sometimes our boys have been in the same class for a few years and we were...

work it all out

well hello to you all in the neighborhood of thoughts,hope you all had a fun weekend a long one it was nice acting like it is still summer haha, well anyway  did not have to go out if i didnt want to hang around the old homestead with the boys and...

paint

ok i have this table some one gave it to me well any way they waxed the crapp out of it, layers and layers of it  on the wood,sticky table, no matter what i didi the crap wont come of  its a good table does not wobble or anything,ok i even used comet ...

duck and cover

ok i am makeing the boys lunches this morning,he comes in the kitchen  gets his coffee  and comes over to me and tries to kiss the back of my neck   hu what the heck i ducked and got out of there   wiggled out of it  heck im good     you should have...