please please please

thats what he says to me,the boys want him home, i do also and i dont,at the same time  he says he dosnt like us at the house alone at nite,ok  i told him it was like being alone at nite when he was home, i was not mean  we were actualy communicating...

me me me me! ya.

well im not gonna do a darn thing today,no work nope. thats all i ever do,sooo today is a me day,no guilt nope.  maybe there will be a Paul Newman movie on later, boy  hes in Heaven now,i am sad for his wife,they loved each other for years.she has a...

racoons!

yep they ripped up my trash cans! no room for them in the garage ball and chain has his stuff in there,keep them in the driveway,rock wasnt heavy enough on top,boy i could harldy lift it myself heck strong coons i tell ya, they made a mess,soo here i...

beast with a bat!!

ya i have knick names for my ball playen boy, wish you all could see him,homerun, winning score they were tied up for awhile, ya  i look and hes comeing to third ya ok boy run run run, well he ran alrite, all the way home! his team jumped him to the...

PROUD!!!

well had the clan over,wish they were still here. we had fun laughed our butts off,my family is funny,ha! had all my brothers over  ya at the same time! boy!!!!!my oldest son was gonna sink his teeth into a burger,well he gave it to his grandpa,he was...

new life?

yep new things will happen for me, i wont even look they will come to me only the good on good!!no more crapp on crapp i say!! sooo  many people love me and think im special and i actualy am kinda cool, ya i said it. single life and all  no different...

boy howdy!!

my son had a double header this morning pow! he got a homerun! it was so fun,the winning score,the rest of the team came and tackled him to the ground with joy!  wow! life is sweet all the baseball moms,chairs check sunscreen check water  check...

oh your so funny

yep thats what they tell me all the time,it seems like the more i struggle  the funnier i get,guess its my way of copeing with things laugh or shoot someone well you cant shoot someone your life will be basicly over, so just laugh others laugh with...

dont pity me

mom says she worries about me,why i ask her  she knows the situation with ball and chain, i told her not to feel sorry or pity me just pray,that i wont murder him,i would never realy do that hmm  well anyway and then my dad tells me hes worried about...

rope

its twisted all together  and ends up together in the end  what does that sound like to you  it winds around and around tite never letting go  you have to either cut it  or try to untangle it without disturbing the texture do you cut it or do you...

rother coming!!

yes how sweet it is i will have all three of my brothers over tomorrow! yes wasnt sure about one of them that was iffy well hes coming over with my mom he cant drive yet,he drives a harley, too much vibrations  he had a head injury awhile back, hes...

soldier at Chapel.

ya he was an uncle of a student at the school he spoke to the students,answered questions he was sitting in back of me and i thanked him. shook his hand and said realy  thankyou.  i got sad  couse he had to go back to that place, he said he appreciated...

busy morning!!

oh boy alot has gone on since this morning, having my clan over tomorrow for boys birthday, had some crapp ha[ppen with ball and chain, see he deleted my mail,said it was too full goobered it up  could send mail from work to home    ok i get this...

fall back and be ok.

yes it hurts but you have to move on,get ridd of the crapp  in with the sunshine just waiting to flood my soul with warmth  the security i feel in my maker will keep me strong,its ok to cry  change is scarey  its natural to feel all these things im...

Healy wish you were here!

darn i wish you were here to kick some sens into him,i know he misses you my friend just like me a part of my heart died when you went to Heaven  you were my best friend for 25 years and you always were a gentlemen   believe me  there were times when i...

no

its just not gonna work,ya ya i said it before,well i am TOTALY convinced,we cant go back to what we had before  it was sweet while it lasted about 24 years or so  i got 2 great kids out of it,no regrets, just move forward, crapp i cant live with him, ...

wow

yes ball and chain came home  he can cook something for the boys on the grill,chops i think yum  some refried beans  salsa  smothered  some home fries,

snack for boys

i will be back ina awhile,gonna make something to eat!yummy any one hungry?

mail deleted>?

ok i go to check my mail,some of my mail has been deleted and i did not do it,hmm i wonder what happened?hmmpeacexx

hmm

ok i invited my olest brother to come over saturday for a party  my boy turns 10!! we have had issues in the past,we cant even remember what they are, well i kinda do   but dont want to rehash,start fresh,he was almost killed awhile back,i hope he will...

bashing

ya thats all they do to each other,well 5 years ago he said this or that,and back and forth,it would be nice if they would be gentlemen to eachother  no they make personal atacks on eachother, i think its a bunch of crap,whats it all about,what shes...

thursday.

i have a few days to get ready for party,wish you guys could come. yesterday i went to this bakery  up the street  independentplace no franchize   boy the smell! i knew they would make a good cake,  i gave them a picture of what my boy wants,they will...

boy turning 10!!

ok  another birthday, my boys have the same day the 28th  one is in August  the other September  how cool is that!  the clan is comeing over saturday,eat and drink and me merry,ya thats what i say  my brother and dad and my other brother and his...

good!

ya im finaly getting over this thing that invaded my body!boy you sure take things for granted everyday,your health being able to do simple things,well today   i think im better   not getting worse, the boys can tell and are happy im not a grump...

wow!!

im still in shock, yesterday i was battling with this sinus thingy,got some housework done,was gonna run to the market,the front door  yes its ball and chain,hu  why arent you at work?did you need to pick something up? no he says  he came home early to...