change

boyhowdy  things are changing  but  for good i will say,no more private school for my youngest  thats all he knew and me for both my boys, see they are both going to public school   tuiton wont be there each month and rockheart cant blame the school...

London bridge

hu is the London bridge falling down?what the   11 year old looting a store  and the parents of these kiddys are????they asked a young bloke why??fires  burning landmark buildings that have withstood the war  go up in flames for what???  he said no...

old fashioned

yesterday i found an old percalater  yes it works,it can handle real coffee without getting all goobered up on its self and the counter,,boy when i saw it  i just about ran to it knocking over this nice person,,oh excuse me please i said,,made a...

ears

ok i have heard of tears in your beer,,but come on  tears in your ears     crap  its gotta get better     i cant seem to bounce back  its taking me longer this time  i cant seem to get motivated to do the things i do each day    i felt my ear and it...

title

cant eat  and i cant sleep  oh boy i have gotten in too deep   gotta get out of this place in my head   it dont help just to lie there on my bed,its hard to pretend  but i will do it till the end  couse thats how its gonna be for me  crapp i just want...

savings

ok yesterday i went to the bank to cashout all my change  heck i had 50 bucks in change  well anyway  it was so my boy could go to the movies with his friend,the teller asked if i wanted to start a savings plan for my boys,,ok  so i did,,well i told...

hole

ok i need to find my shovel  not just any shovel  my very best one,,need to dig a huge hole   may take me awhile  im not very big,but i am strong  ya mom strong!!!better do it at nite so no one will see what i am up to,make sure the yapper doggy...

good day

hello one and all  hope everyone is good today,the boys and i are gonna be happy   no gloom and doom,,he wanted to discuss finances    shit i just got up,,,have some coffee  laugh with the boys   make breakfast  have a peaceful morning and day,made...

talk

boy my bro called me rite when i needed him,i ranted and raved about old rockheart,he let me go on and on for awhile,he gave me some good advice and told me i was a special person with a tender soul and heart  hay im no sissy girl or anything,,i put...

hmm

arnt we all made of the same stuff? we all have red blood flowing through our vains,we all came into this world the same way,and will probably leave the same way,we all just want to live a happy life and have friends we can talk our problems to   to...

safe

its dark outside and it just feels safe to me,,its cooler thank goodness  i am sick of boiling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have never realy liked the daytime too bright  people judging  people looking trying to figure you out,i dont let them in my soul,that is...

thats all?

he tells me the budget,ok i got it  i can do it,he calls me and talks about money,  he visits the boys  he talks about money,he shoves a paper at me with written instructions on how i should spend my budget money,,wait a miniute is that all you ever...