crowd

ok there is no crying in baseball, ok thats my thinking anyway,these little 11 year olds some younger some older,they strike out, and throw the bat  and cry in the dugg out  hu,whos puting the preasure on these kiddys you ask, well some times the...

fade

alot of things fade through the years,but i can count on my mom and dad and brothers,they have never faded through time,we have stuck together through thick and thin,i love them all so much  they keep me strong through their love for me,they will...

strong

well i hope you all had a great weekend,my shingding went well, the whole family all together all at once,grandpas and grandmas all around  oh and dont forget the uncle  my brother just adores those two boys of mine,every family should have an uncle...

imformation?

ok i found out something about one of the school families,they own a pizza joint well  their old manager works for  rockheart and told him alot of ugly stuff about them,doing drugs in the office and letting their kids run all over the joint,hu,this...

12

well the day is tomorrow my oldest boy will turn 12! what the   happened to the time?!  gonna have a party for him on Saturday with the grandmas and grandpas all in attendenc,and a couple of uncles to the mix boy oh boy we are gonna have a blast,wish...

understand

well i finaly got it   another reason i get upset with rockheart,,he gets mean sometimes says things out of anger  and later says  im SORRY   ya ya those words dont mean anything to me any more to easy to just blurt out,  i dont hold grudges any more...

adjustment

oh boy,the big S word today, the first day for the boys back at school, got them to their little class rooms and tucked safe and sound,walk to my momvan rite into the sunshine on my face and the birdies tweeting all around, start that momvan and head...

feel

dont want to feel  what is realy real dont want to feel it any more  to deep dont want to keep it any more  cant just throw it out that old door picking up vibes bad or good  oh all through out the neighbourhood  in any place i goocrapp i just dont...

it will be ok

ya thats me im the one who always says  its gonna be ok,  i say that to every one all the time when things seem to be falling apart at the seems well old barbara will lift you up make you feel all better,   you know what?,im tired beaten down  heck  i...

last nite

wow i wish i could turn off my brain,i tried and it wont work frustrating as it is  i am done trying, just exept the fact  summer is OVER!!!!! the boys will be in school all day,i am gonna miss han ging out with them  swimming fishing skateing  or...

careing

yes we should care for others,compashionship is the best thing in the world, careing for others is the  true blue way to live,not be jealous what others have and you do not,if someone needs a smile  just smile even if this someone is a stranger,well i...

time

it comes and it goes  ya time it flys by like a road side sign that fast going down that highway  you cant readthat sign you look back,wam its gone! , that fast want to grabb that time and have it back for awhile     you can never get it back  you cant...

starting pitcher

ya my boy is playing fall basesball  well anyway their first game is this Sunday actualy a double header,hes gonna pitch  crapp i feel sorry for the team they are playing against  see the boys are small  my boy looks about 14  no no hes only  gonna...

eggs and toast

ok its friday  the boys go back to school next tuesday   depressed i am  ok snapp out of it i say,go get some school supplys later today try on jeans   they say oh mom do i have to?,  heck just try on these trousers to see if they fit,last year  my...

what

ok  every one has stress  thats life,but you cant use it as an excuse to be STUPID!!!!! thats my thinking any way,, oh barb  im trying  ok thats fine  i say   crapp if i drank every time i was stressed out  i tell ya  i would be a raveing lunitic,and...

restless heart

oh she wants and yurns to be on the road  who cares what road,any road leading outa town would do just fine  seeing the sighn wizzing by so fast  the headlites comeing at her in the dark,nite blindness comes to her  so she tries to find a suitable...

sunday

yep  easy peasy nite nothing too strenuous to do, alot of housework yesterday,today play with frazier the cat and make ricecrispy treats yumm sticky goodness oh ya,realy humid outside feels like Texas or something,im used to the dry heat    hope you...

oatmeal muffins

oh boy the old homestead smells great, muffins all around  wish you all could have one  with us and a cold glass of milk,  and  or coffee, hope everyone is haveing a great day so far or nite, its raining  so very nice it wont be so stinken hot...

better note

well my boy had practice for his fall ball league,heck meet the coach and the other parents,,i dont like that part,  but i do it anyway,introduce myself to a click of ladys,they already know each other, and  they are all chatting  my knees are...

today

 well they say its friday,so it is  the summer messes me up on the days when the boys are home with me  summer break and all,it seems like everyday is the weekend, rockheart fell off the wagon, oh boy he was doing so well, he got realy mean not like...

mom on wheels

ya going to the skate rink later, i taught my boys how to roller skate,what fun,  boy im getting in shape we go a couple times a week, butt does not hurt anymore funny hu well anyway    birthdays will be comeing around the 28 this month is my oldest...

worked

ok the pet store wanted too much for a kitty condo thing, it was expensive soo  we made our own  ya its cooler than the one that was over a hundred bucks, heck we just went to the dumpster at the market and booze store,ya they were about to crush them...

down

mom turn it down!  heck i try to listen to some Dylan and the boys freak out and make fun of the music, they say mom he sings funny,like he has a clogged nose,hahahahaha  i fell off my chair two times,,they have to put up with my music  like i put up...

good

i hope you all have a great day today or night,me im gonna make a kitty condo,the stores want too much for one,so im gonna make my own, hu gorila glue and cardboard boxes  ya alot of them  just glue the suckers together and see what happens, hay it...

morning

we see each other in the kitchen,he says hi barbara, me i cant talk to anyone for awhile when i get up,  i say hello very civil i surprised myself, well better pick up the rest of the storey later, my boys need FOOD!  later gators,,peace   bacon and...