strong

boy  its alot cooler today,it feels like my brain is gonna explode,,i am trying to stay cool for my boys,dont want them to see me go nutts,,,,well i am already a touch nutts     ok alot nutts    i am talking about going over the line   you know that...

distraction

ok yesterday i was married 22 years,,,do i cry or be happy that i have wasted those years with a man who thinks of me as mudd on the bottom of his shoe? i gave him 2 wonderful boys,he just favors one boy and has spent all his time with the oldest boy...

long

hello  hello  well i hope you all are very good today,have lots of news about my life and the boys,oh and rockheart  ya  rockheart,,,the boys are doing realy great,growing like weeds  the good kind of weeds the ones that are sweet,,trying to keep cool...