grape coolaid

ok we got some dry ice,my boy wants to play with it,  well  just to buy the stuff, ok get the manager   oh no get the gloves,hay hold on  you would have thought we  bought DYNAMITE or something, funny realy,  just dont touch the crapp directly,put it...

round

 ya all day long  i want to sing the sad song  go round and round in my mind all the time  its gonna be fine  its just not the time  gotta unwind from the fogg thats  seeping in   hu get some good gin   oh here we go again round and round on the table...

hu

i went to the market to get some crap as usual,it was this guys birthday as well, we got to talking, he lives up the street from me  have seen him around the neighbourhood before  thats cool we have the same big day and we were in the market at the...

ya

today is my birthday   gonna have a good time  gonna do what ever i want   ya today is my birthday!!!peace

birthday!!!

happy birthday to me   happy birthday to me   happy birthday  bjm happy birthday to me,,,im 46!!!!!!  wow....peace

boys cry

yes i told my oldest  son it was ok to cry if you are sad,he was close to kitty,they had a special relationship,he was so gentle with her,  he was turning away from me with a tear in his little eye,i told him he did not have to hide tears from me or...

scarf

yes i have been wearing scarves for along time, i have them from all over the world, i was at my sons baseball tournament,i just  start crying,put my head down  no one can see,cover my eyes with scarf,bawl like a little girl over a cat that i got close...

before

yes this  has happened to me and a cat before, i adopted a cat from the shelter a few years back,this cat had some  baggage  understandable so,good cat we got along,she hung by herself mostly,she tolerated the boys,  we understood each others...

home

 ok every room i go into   i am reminded of my friend miss kitty, either a cat toy  a piece of yarn  that she ripped to shreds,  i start to lose it,  crapp even the shower,let me explain, she liked to drink from the shower,i would plug the drain   and...

what!

she is gone but never forgotten, we hung out together like two bird of a feather, she broke her routine and didnt come home to me,  my heart is crying and it cant stop,  something happend to her  a coon or a fox, hope she did not suffer,  man i miss...

play

ok i am waiting for this mom to pick up my boy so they can play together,she has a son that plays ball with my son, ok she offered to pick up my boy,waiting for them to come,eekk  i do not do well if people are LATE!!!!!! ok traffic and all but dont...

years?

well today is my brothers birthday,i sent his some cool cat cards so very funny, i can never just get one card so i send him a few  the week of his big day,  hes 3 years younger than me,  my birthday fallows his a week later, its nice realy, we are...

birdy with a hair doo

yep my boy comes in the house and tells me about some bird activity,how funny, he says to me mom  this one bird has a hair doo  like an afro  how funny,just wanted to share this tidbit with the cyber world, the sky is blue and no rain,    been busy...

think first

ok i had alot of time to calm down,couse when i did see the scuffle between the boys,i couldnt get to them,i could have climbed a fence,ya rite that would have been a site,so i had to go the long way to get to them,so i had time to calm down and think...

joy

what joy i tell him to have you as a little boy, son you sure bring my heart alot of joy! he stood up for a smaller child that was getting picked on,  there was a scuffle it was awful!,  i saw the whole thing from a distance,i went to the mom mobil to...

past it?

boy i try every day to get past it all, all the muck under the bridge between rockheart and myself,  i forgive him thats not the point,   all the meaness and names he called me unspeekable names,the hurt      thats what im talking about,wont get close...

helping pa

the boys are helping their pa cleaning the garage, tossing alot of crapp in the dumpster,i hear this crash  bang  then the laughter of the boys, my oldest sounds like his grandma when he giggles,swear he sounds just like my mom in law, i call it the...

hu

ok i have this dream last nite,my garden area looked realy cool in the dream, a little pond but it was  different,lawn in the middle of a moat thing  ya it went around the green lawn and it was realy cool, hu it mite be doable,boy i got an idea from a...

brewing

somethings brewing, the thunder is echoeing through the canyon,the power ,its demanding attention  it will be as loud as it wishes  critters scurry to their holes  birds get to their new nest as fast as their wings can get them there  and you get a...

mechanic

oh boy  im glad rockheart has a job,2000to get my mom vanthe guy James broke it all down for me, crapp,its payed for so no more payments,must maintain the mom mobile,,,wasnt expecting it to be so much  i put some stuff off i shouldnt have,  it will...

understand

understand me when i talk to you   understand my feelings  understand my moods  understand my quietness understand  my logic  just listen to me  dont try and fix it,  just listen and nodd your head like you get it   even if you think im just a bitch, ...

feel it baby

doing her shopping as usual,  all of a sudden she gets the blues nothing but the blues  oh what can she do, oh she dont want those blues  not like she use to  its not so good to be sad without a reason realy or does she have a reason?  ya she does have...

where

where for art thou? do you not know how i long for your sweet words and kindness,and your ever so gentle touch down my spine the one that tingles when you touch me,where for art thou  my heart  wants your heart to be one if only for awhile oh how i...

days

ok he hasnt had a drink in a few days, hes doing all this work around the homestead,thats realy nice and all,he thinks im gonna fall into bed with him, i had to explain to him it took alot of time to get to where we are and its gonna take time to get...

dumpster

well had to rent this huge thing to clean the garage,  we are gonna put our pool in there,ya it sounds weird,but see the yard isnt level, you cant fill the pool ,well you can in the garage  its level as heck i say, but there is crap all over that needs...