day

well i am waiting for my brother to call me so i can go to see him and my dad this morning,have some coffee and visit,,my boy has a game tonite,it will probably get canceled couse the ball field has ice on it,,,,they realy do try to play ball in my...

companion

Now,i greet you from the other side of sorrow and despair,with a love so vast and so shattered,it will reach you everywhere.And i say this for the captain whos ship has not been built,for the mother in confusion,her cradle still unfilled.For the heart...

working

been busy this week cleaning some cabins a part time gigg i have going for myself,it sure felt great to get paid!!! wow i havnt got a paycheck in 20 years  ya thats rite i have been a kept woman,hehe just kidding well any way i put that pay check in my...

gully wash

we are getting hammered with rain storms and thunder storms,realy loud cabooms through out the day,,Frazier the cat freaked out at first  he is getting used to it  i tell him  its ok, he looks out that window then looks at me with a worried look on his...

neighborhood

yesterday i called my brother Paul  talked for awhile we have always been close had each others backs no matter what well anyway he said come on over  well ok so i drive over to  the old neighborhood  the one i grew up in,my grandparents lived in that...

feel

last nite my boy pitched and he shined he got an RBI  ya  you think i am just a proud mom well i am  but the boy has basesball on his big heart!!!!!!!!!!!when he was in my tummy i would listen to the Cubs,ya Harry Cary was the announcer then  i would...

handle it

every one has problems from time to time this is just a fact of life,but its how you handle the problems you have  you can have a pitty party for your self or pick yourself up off the floor and try to make it better and just keep on keepen on,,,,,im...

oh boy

the other nite my oldest boy said to me he never wants to get married,,oh my heart fell to my toes,i told him not all marriages are like this one,mine is broken and has been for a long time, i stay couse i have no choice  what live in the momvan with...

work

ok i clean these cabins in the spring and summer some friends of mine own some nice cabins,i clean them a couple days a week,rockheart does not like me making my own moneys,hu i am paying for my sons education with the money i make,he wants me to spend...

chearleader

ok he wants to pick a fight with me couse he is stressing out,no thank you who wants to argue in the evening or any time realy?, not me i avoided him like a bad cold,that  made him mad  oh well im nobodys whipping boy,heck i have bad days  i dont take...

fun camp

well my boy had fun at camp last week,i am glad he is home i tell you  i would have my moments and then i would pick myself back off that floor  its only camp i would tell myself  he is having the time of his little life,i would tell all these things...

letters

ok the boys school does fundraising every year,ok send out letters asking people to support our school,some golf ing is included,well any way i used to be afraid to ask family for money,then i got to thinking about it, whats the worst that can happen i...

focus

well well my boy played a game Saturday,he pitched  and is he fun to watch i must say  before he throws that baseball  he looks intensly at the hitter stares him down for a few seconds and then POW,strike out  number 1    well he struck out 7 children...

thoughts

yesterday i was thinking about all my thoughts friends on Easter Sunday,wondering if you all are having a nice one with your familys all around the world,,i got kinda sad is that weird or what!? its like i missed you all in my heart oh boy whishy...

kitchen singer

yes thats what i do i turn up that radio  yes i listen to the radio,with all the modern stuff out,earpluggs with music from a tiney box     i like the radio,my dad gave me this old one its around 70 years old,,i just love it,i sing my heart out  the...

paper sack

ok i am keeping busy trying not to think about him being away from me for 3 nites!!!!!!!!!hyperventalate in the kitchen  freaked out the cat Frazier gives me this look cracked me up man i am all over the place today mood swings,at least i am alone in...

camp

ok my oldest boy was supposed to go to this camp thing through the school  they call it outdoor lab spend the nite and sing around that camp fire,well this was in October  it got pushed back couse Danny got a head injury  well any way   the time is...

Happy Easter

yes the day has come to relax and be with my boys and eat eggs and ham and jelly beans  and good coffee and homemade eggnogg,,,,thats not what this day is all about those things are just the perks of  this day,,he has Risen  ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant...