vanished newspaper

its official the rocky is gone  its always been there since before i was born and that was 45 years ago, we have one paper the post,they have been around forever as well, no one reads the paper anymore from the news stands  just click the puter and...

never go back

when i heard your voice it took me to a place i neverwant to be in again,ive done my time with that  and i aint never never going back, tears still come to these old eyes thinking of the childhood days,dont want to feel that pain no more,my heart heard...

help her!

the lady that gave birth to 8 youngens  well she is getten death threats on her and her family,just pure hate,if i could i would  go to her and help with her children let her take a nap, buy her som dypees  ya alot of those,imagine her day, the...

baseball!

yes its time for tournaments  usualy all weekend  its fun to see the team again, a few new players  get all my stuff together  chair  hat sunflowerseeds cooler candy peanuts gum  lets see is there anything im forgetting?  oh a coat  a heavy coat the...

fence neighbour.

i wonder if everyone has one? a fence neighbour you share the fence couse it sits on the boarder of both your propertys  well anyway  this lady lives behind me  she is nice she come pounding on my door, ok who are you and what do you want  she was...

a year on thoughts!

wow it just dawned on me,i have been on thoughts since last february  hu  my place i can go to other than the one im in sometimes to write about my life  like who care rite,well i have friends i still talk to i met when i first came on board this...

pat on the back.

ya those hollywood people sure need alot of awards hu  they need to be told how good they are  it seems that way to me, ok what do they do?make tons of money have houses on every contenent  have nannys maids cooks oh make a movie or two or three ...

anger

well i figured it out, took years  but i am there  when i yell at him  when i even bother to waste my energy on him  its the hurt, it comes out angry  ok im hurt so i get pissed instead of crying  thats soo draining  but if you get pissed  angry  all...

HELLO

WELL I HAVE A BUNDLE OF FURR ON MY LAPP,THE3 CAT WANTS MY ATTENTION ALL THE TIME  SHE REALY IS A SWEETY,   SOMETIMES I WOULD RATHER HANG OUT WITH THE CAT RATHER THAN HUMANS  YA SOUNDS LIKE IM A GROUCH HU  NO  NOT REALY A GROUCH JUST A REALIST,SHE NEVER...

twisted metal

steaming off the cold pavement smoke swirling all around the EMTs  as they pull death out of the curled up metal  its hot to the touch  the smell of blood in the air  it steams and rises up to the heavens to catch up with its body    the flashing...

images all over.

actually im glad i had boys not that girls  dont rock couse im a cool chick well anyway  short little outfits  guys they are 12 years old and look 20 somthing growing up soo fast these little girle see images all over the place tv magazines billboards...

cheesy bread

found this good cheese i like to try different kinds of cheeses yum  just make your bread dough  put some cheese in fold it in there realy good  and vwala   warm goodness your tongue does the happy dance   simple pleasures in this life thats what i...

kite

wish i had a huge hangglider  i would let the wind carry me to the school to get the boys   oh well 80 a mile wind   pushes the momvan like crazey,my hat is somewhere  hair blows all over you cant see a thing  hats are one of my favorite things  i make...

first meeting went well

wow im the only parent the rest are teachers felt funny at first   but then  i got this awsome feeling  that i was hand picked to be in this elite group of Prayer Warriors, the captain gave us folders of stuff we are suposed to do,  ya i can handle...

vains in neck!!!

oh boy  have you ever been sitting at a lite and the car next to you is scowling somthing awful   his veins in his head and neck were bulging   he is bald  and a goety     boy hes having a crappy day   hes driving a hummer  has skies on his topp rack ...

paper and pencil

i wonder if anyone still sends mail the old way  with a stamp   its all email anymore  not realy personal  ya ya stamps cost some doe  so does internet service   i think stamps are cheaper,  well anyway i got this cool stationary   my mom like getting...

miracles.

would you tell anyone if you witnessed one  a miracle i mean,no one would believe you or think you were nuts  send you to the place were the white coats rule your little world, or keep it to yourself, be safe and dont tell a soul  not even your own...

good example

the youngest said he was proud of me, for not giving up fixing this puter  has glitches once in awhile  the internet just shuts down on me  took me about an hour, i sound like a truck driver having a bad day  put earpluggs in the boys ears ha thats a...

peri what!!!!

oh boy  ya im the rite age  hot flashes what!!!  the change of life!  im nuts anyway guess i will be ok,  symtoms  i am having  things that come  arnt coming hu  thats a good thing another symtom of what is accuring to my and in my body, thought the...

presents?

he went shopping, bought me some presents,for the V day and all   hu  earings necklace  and some heart socks,hu i say again   i told him thankyou  but you didnt have to buy me anything see he gave me two boys  dont need any material stuff  dont realy...

fixxed it myself!ha

ya my internet wasnt working for two days,ok i asked ball and chain to help with the prob,oh i cant do anything  hu your an engineer  fiddle with it and fix it!!!! well i guess it wasnt a priority since he doesnt use it!!but you see i do,  i fiddled...

thought of!!!!

ya its lovely to be thought of,in someone true blue like you and you and you,hooking up with the rite people,ya you can soar rite over that highest steeple, power in numbers ya thats what i say  you cant go wrong just singing that song  hold your head...

bed sideways

as he lay there his heart slowly dying, the man who saught freedom for so many lay there dying his wife pleads with him for just one last word,  no only the sound of a chirping bird  so much turmoil in that room   grown men weeping for this great...

flight simulatore

my boy went on a field trip airplain museum  his teachers hubby was in air force  nice guy  he showed the kiddys  around spent his day talking to them, how cool i say  i should have went with them  next time, peace

prayer warrior!!!!!!

i just had to tell well cyber world of my good news!!!  i was approached by my oldest sons teacher  she says to me she needed to talk to me,i say  oh whats wrong?!  oh nothing is wrong  she asked me if i would be a prayer warrior for the school there...