rest time

yep i have to rest in order to feel 100 percent  my whole self  whatever that is,  been reading some Kipling  poems and some short stories   got some housework done  i can see the sink  see if i dont do it it dont get done  i had enough energy  even an...

talking down

Bush is gone wheew  when he gave a speach or whatever  he always seemed to talk down to us little people  the aragonce  thats good to have i guess  but i noticed the other guy the new prez  he does not talk down to anyone,hu whats up is this guy for...

barking at my shoes!

oohh  not so good hu   there is a tummy thing going around   guess what? ya in the wee hours  ya thats me barking at my shoes,felt like a bad hangover   hu  i dont drink   my boys were very helpful this morning   anything to do with food   no  no ...

cat in the hat

ya i love cat in the hat  green eggs and ham   ya i have a cat in my lap   she loves my attention  she even sat on the keyboards once  hu  shes a big cat  boy  its like we are  old friends or somthing  heck she found me    shes good with the boys   s...

fitting went well

ya that was fun lastnite  my oldest got his ball gear  pinstripes ya he looks so grown up  met some new baseball moms a few new kiddys on team   i hope they dont yell at their kiddys when they play ball some parents get out of controle,  ya  police has...

not permision

ok i forgave him  told him so im not gonna be bitter bad way to live your life  ok i dont expect miracles  im a realist   but come on when i forgave him  i wasnt giving him permision to keep on drinking  i think he got it all wrong, hmm forgivness...

Baseball garb fitting.

ya my boy goes for a fitting for his uniform  LETS PLAY BALL!  ya the game will soon begin  they always ordered his too small  no people hes a bigga boy  not fat  hes two ax handles wide  its the Swede in him  im guessing  i go to hugg the bear and i...

babys!!

wow eight of them all at once!  this lady in California  hope all of them will be ok,could you imagine  heck one is a handful  eight  fertility  druggs may have been used  she actualy had a liter ofbabys, are humans suposed to have liters? i was just...

closest thig

ya i like to skate couse you are alone and the wind blows your hair and dries the swet on your neck from moving zipping past the others watching out for casualties falling in front and the sides of your skates you dodge them with a smile you almost...

switch

yep  this internet provider i used and pay for each month  its no good puter goes splat alot  screaming at the puter  have to check into another carrier  not impressed with this service  last nite i could not open a card mom sent me  the boys thought i...

the rite thing

yep thats all i had to do realy all the  thinking crying searching my brain  and it was there all the while  a simple little thing   not simple  but simple if that makes sense are you wondering what it is?,  forgiveness   thats all total  no...

no man

ok i called the school, the big lady boss looked all over did not see him  i told her he was actualy hiding it was aparant  he wanted to stay hidden   she assured me he was gone she told everyone to be on a look out for this man,   i was worried about...

friday chapel

yep  it was great  it always fun to sing to JESUS  and all the kiddys  like angels   ok after chapel i went to pet the horse  its on the next acre aways   well i see this man in the bushes  ya looked like he was going  to the bathroom,creepy  i watched...

dreams

Dreams are the seeds of reality.God is able to infinetly more than our highest prayers,desires,hopes and dreams. Dream big!!!!!   peace

colours

rolling off the hoggbacks gray and silver and a blackish when these colours are combined  fabulous  wish you all could see how it looks  its calm  almost too calm  whats the saying calm before the storm  if i go outside i can hear the freeway from...

things.

she has seen  the waves pounding the shore,has seen the cattails drie up till there is no more   she has felt the Danish chill   as she walked the water front   the sands of Greece so warm and gritty  she prefers the islands to the big dirty city  she...

dont cry

ya i was talking to mom lastnite and she asked how it was a going? well you mean between ball and chain and me?  oh its the same she is sad about my situation   i told her not to be sad for me, couse i have joy in other areas in my life   i keep busy...

helpful

hmm i wonder what he wants? hes been realy helpful to me today  pick up the boys from school   take them to the park its unseasonly warm out  i have some bjm time  wow hang out  with little old me   ya i like my own company    i dont ever feel alone...

Whithering Heights

ya what a great movie  it was on master piece theatre  an old movie hadnt seen that version of it different actors   it was good  part two is on this sunday  read the book  and its with my collection of books  true love  thats what they had  even in...

answers

yes maybe i need some counciling  i cant get back to him  i am set in my ways  he in his  we cant get together alone  help is needed  alls i have to do is grabb his hand and pull him to me  take him to my room  ok  ok  it sounds realy easy   i just...

soar

yep took the boys and their friend skating  went twice this last weekend   boy im not 25 any more  not as soar as i thought i would be  what a work out   heck i must be in better shape than i thought   i have to break in my skates  rubbing my ankle ...

snippers on the roof.

ya these guys can shoot an eye of a birdy at a mile away, all over the roof tops yesterday  what a job  just to stand and wait for an opportunity  to use that skill you have perfected just one click.     peace

president

well all the partys are over  or they call them BALLS   they dance  ya  well Carter was there  Bush senior  Clinton  oh dont forget Hilery  ya all smiles   i wonder what Bush junier was thinking as the new pres was talking?  hes back to Texastendind...

emty momvan

boy  i went from 5 kiddys to none  hu  the boys wanted to go to haydens house after skating  the mom said it would be ok  well it felt strange leaving without them  they will play with their friend for a few hours  hu  a cup of tea sounds nice  ya ...

dont go there!!!

ok  dont go thinking that trash crapp that goes through the mind for 20 minutes  why am i not enough motivation for him to stopp   just stop  it seems hes married to the booz  not me   no im not jealous    it has nothing to do with me   ya keep telling...