power

the other day my oldest told me i was strong,ya out of the blue he says this to me i thought he meant muscle strong   no he meant standing my ground with their dad,he has been out of the house for a week give or take a day,every nite he calls and...

good

the home is peaceful  hu  i forgot how nice it is to feel the joy again,no walking on eggshells,like i said its been so long since i have been truly happy  i mean happy for no reason at all,thats the joy i am talking about,,been laughing alot lately ...

grow some

ok one boy is home  the other will be home in a few minutes,,i have to tell them their dad isnt coming home,but that dosnt mean he dosnt love them,,my oldest calls his dad a jerk,  hu thats not rite,,ya he acts stupid alot,but i defend him  i never...

slop

well its almost time to get the boys from school,heck i need a boat  ya a canoe,so much slop out there,,oh well,,,,i had the locks changed today,,he wants to come home,,no thats not gonna happen,not till he admitts himself to rehab,,,,my home will be...

sparkle

it snowed last nite just a few inches,just enough to make it so pretty outside,driving in the cottage cheese like roads are a little tricky,ok find a lane  yes any lane  or fallow the guy infront of you,i slow way down dont want to end up in a...

hi

hope you all are good today,the boys and myself are strong and happy,as for rockheart  well i had to do somthing drastic  yes to get him some help,i cant do it he cant do it  its making me nuts couse i am just trying to feel better with the hormones...

ringer

ok i turned off the ringer on the phone,rockheart called me ,,,he said he was sorry,he has stress,,,STRESSS!!!!!  i told him to put his stress and shuv it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i told him he is just a jerk plain and simple,when we hear him coming...

love

hope you all are good today,the boys are doing good as usual they are back at school after a long weekend.Went to my pops house yesterday,brother Paul made us lunch   ya we had hotdogs he grilled up for my brood,   i told the boys we needed a dose of...

just do it!!!!!!!!!!

ok i almost chickened out,,,could have lied to my family   like there was a screw up on days or somthing,,no  i just did it   went to that dr.   she was cool,FINALY!!!!!!!  a doc i could talk to  she did not rush me,and most of all she wasnt young...

gutts

yep its time for a doc appointment,im getting to that age,hot flash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your kidding me,they call it the   change,  ok you mean being moody one minute  and the next your laughing   or your yelling at the dishwasher,talk about...

hot cakes

well i will make enough for everyone,the boys are hungry  better get to cooking   mixing bowl get ready!hehe   bjm

sled

rockheart bought the boys these sleds  you blow them up,ok no pump  the boys had to go sledding soo bad,they start to blow these things up with  lung power,,oh boy i could hear them from my cave,i cracked up  i could hear this hiss hiss,,well anyway i...

white

i am looking out my window,its gray and white out there  the sky is a strange colour  eerie looking,i was thinking of the homeless people freezing  trying to find a shelter with a free bed,they are all full,alot of homeless shelters arnt safe people...

snow day

well well the boys school is open,but the thing is  i cant get the momtaxi out of the driveway!!got up at 5 this morning warm up the van  shovel the snow off the van    ok back up  the  van almost went into the ditch   ok,i am wet and cold,the van...

boy

my boy needs glasses,he gets headaches its not good  when your head feels like it will explode,,his little glasses will be ready next week cant wait to pick them up, his head wont hurt after school,i picked him up and he was so in the dumps his head...

home

the boys want to go skating  tomorrow nite a fund raiser for the school,sounds good to me,we need a driver nite blindness  oh its to bad  i just cant see at nite to drive,seems like everyone else can do it just fine,well not me,rockheart can drive us ...

pocket

well you better put some rocks in your pockets for an anchor  its windy out there,driving was interesting blowen every where almost into the next lane,whew glad to be home,,bjm

straight

do you ever have a day that you cant seem to get it all together?  thats me today   kinda slow and STUPID,,,i kept calling the boys different names this morning  heck i coulnt even get the cats name rite,,i hope this will pass,,,,been sleeping in for...

smitty?

i was wondering where smitty is ,   havnt seen him around for awhile since way before Christmas,,,just wondering if he is ok,,,bjm

call

ok  i always have my clan over for Christmas breakfast  a ham   and my famous scrambled green eggs,,, and alot of tators,we visit and hugg and talk about our lives  whats going on in the old neighborhood  stuff like that,,we exchange gifts  throw...

miss

heehee  i get the puter,the boys went back to school today,got to hang around with the boys go to the movies and lunch and walks around that lake  feed the duckys   but i have to tell you it was cold the day we went  the slite breeze coming off the...

new

i hope you all have a great new year!!!!i just had the urge to say that to all my thoughts friends,,,good things will happens for every one,yes nice surprises around the corner are waiting  for us to embrace,,its sure nice to get a new begining every...

later

well better go to the store,its starting to snow,need a few things,,i have to go  if i send rockheart he always gets the wrong stuff,he tries he realy does  but i prefer to go and get  whats on that list,,be back later,,,,,bjm

gray

oh boy he decided to stay home from work today,he thinks hes just gonna sit on that couch and do nothing,,,haha  he is wrong i have chores for him to do  heck im not gonna be the only one doing chores in the home,he can be my driver as well,get a few...

sorry

he understands not to be a butthead after work,he saw it written on paper   my feelings and whats  not wanted in my home.he said he was stressed alot going on at work   ok thats all good,people get stressed i get it  i am not perfect i always admitt...