hello

yep its me,,i am ok and the boys are good, my oldest is sick and is home from school today,i will take care of him and make him rest,,hope you all are great today!!me i am hot flashing like crazey!!!!!!oh well,,bjm

slip back in time

well she is in a place in her mind  she goes there and ask questions about heating the home with coal, is there enough coal or wood for warmth?she asks so simply,i ask her if she is thirsty?she  takes a long cool drink of water,she asked me if we had...

no thanks

when to the doc awhile back..ya ya the change of life  ok i will be 48 this year  oh boy well anyway,the good doc gave me hormones  ya thats rite those there hormones my body dosnt produce anymore,,ok i take those hormones   i tell you  talk about...

hello

well i hope you all are great today,the sun is shining and its warm out there ya baby,after the bone rattling  snow and ice driving last week whew!!!!pavement is a welcome site yahoo!!!the boys are great as usual school is going well,and my boy wont...

hello

hello there   missed you all,been so busy being a single mom these days,no time to write,hope you guys are ok these days in your lives and familys,,the boys are doing well,,i got a messege from my oldest school,he threw a drink across the lunchroom...

ice rink

boy am i glad to be off the roads!!!!nothing but ice i tell ya,,the boys are safe and sound at school.as for me put my jammys back on and get under the covers with Frazier the cool cat,,,hope you all are happy today,,i finished turn the screw  what a...

hide

ok i went to get some good coffee earlier on the way home from the school, i dont frequent this place only to get some good stuff to take home and cook myself and grind those beans baby  well anyway,these ladys from the school saw me and waved me to...

happy birthday

happy birthday Boston Bill,i hope you are happy today,,,,,bjm

power

the other day my oldest told me i was strong,ya out of the blue he says this to me i thought he meant muscle strong   no he meant standing my ground with their dad,he has been out of the house for a week give or take a day,every nite he calls and...

good

the home is peaceful  hu  i forgot how nice it is to feel the joy again,no walking on eggshells,like i said its been so long since i have been truly happy  i mean happy for no reason at all,thats the joy i am talking about,,been laughing alot lately ...

grow some

ok one boy is home  the other will be home in a few minutes,,i have to tell them their dad isnt coming home,but that dosnt mean he dosnt love them,,my oldest calls his dad a jerk,  hu thats not rite,,ya he acts stupid alot,but i defend him  i never...

slop

well its almost time to get the boys from school,heck i need a boat  ya a canoe,so much slop out there,,oh well,,,,i had the locks changed today,,he wants to come home,,no thats not gonna happen,not till he admitts himself to rehab,,,,my home will be...

sparkle

it snowed last nite just a few inches,just enough to make it so pretty outside,driving in the cottage cheese like roads are a little tricky,ok find a lane  yes any lane  or fallow the guy infront of you,i slow way down dont want to end up in a...

hi

hope you all are good today,the boys and myself are strong and happy,as for rockheart  well i had to do somthing drastic  yes to get him some help,i cant do it he cant do it  its making me nuts couse i am just trying to feel better with the hormones...

ringer

ok i turned off the ringer on the phone,rockheart called me ,,,he said he was sorry,he has stress,,,STRESSS!!!!!  i told him to put his stress and shuv it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i told him he is just a jerk plain and simple,when we hear him coming...

love

hope you all are good today,the boys are doing good as usual they are back at school after a long weekend.Went to my pops house yesterday,brother Paul made us lunch   ya we had hotdogs he grilled up for my brood,   i told the boys we needed a dose of...

just do it!!!!!!!!!!

ok i almost chickened out,,,could have lied to my family   like there was a screw up on days or somthing,,no  i just did it   went to that dr.   she was cool,FINALY!!!!!!!  a doc i could talk to  she did not rush me,and most of all she wasnt young...

gutts

yep its time for a doc appointment,im getting to that age,hot flash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your kidding me,they call it the   change,  ok you mean being moody one minute  and the next your laughing   or your yelling at the dishwasher,talk about...

hot cakes

well i will make enough for everyone,the boys are hungry  better get to cooking   mixing bowl get ready!hehe   bjm

sled

rockheart bought the boys these sleds  you blow them up,ok no pump  the boys had to go sledding soo bad,they start to blow these things up with  lung power,,oh boy i could hear them from my cave,i cracked up  i could hear this hiss hiss,,well anyway i...

white

i am looking out my window,its gray and white out there  the sky is a strange colour  eerie looking,i was thinking of the homeless people freezing  trying to find a shelter with a free bed,they are all full,alot of homeless shelters arnt safe people...

snow day

well well the boys school is open,but the thing is  i cant get the momtaxi out of the driveway!!got up at 5 this morning warm up the van  shovel the snow off the van    ok back up  the  van almost went into the ditch   ok,i am wet and cold,the van...

boy

my boy needs glasses,he gets headaches its not good  when your head feels like it will explode,,his little glasses will be ready next week cant wait to pick them up, his head wont hurt after school,i picked him up and he was so in the dumps his head...

home

the boys want to go skating  tomorrow nite a fund raiser for the school,sounds good to me,we need a driver nite blindness  oh its to bad  i just cant see at nite to drive,seems like everyone else can do it just fine,well not me,rockheart can drive us ...

pocket

well you better put some rocks in your pockets for an anchor  its windy out there,driving was interesting blowen every where almost into the next lane,whew glad to be home,,bjm