sunday sunday la la

wow i turned on the puter  and  i had so many kind words from all my buds, do they still say buds? well anyway  hope all you all are haveing a great day today so far,  my boy has a double header today, today is our turn to bring a snack for the team, ...

stupid

ya my mind is all over the place  comenting on the wrong blog and all oh well,things for me are about the same as always,,my dad and i hung out thursday,he asked me why dont you just divorce him/wow freaked me out, hes never said that before,  he said...

Chapel!!!!!

ya the school has Chapel on friday mornings, we sing to our Lord openly in the Sanctuary its upstairs,Chris Tomlins music and all the realy good Christian music,well what joy to worship with the teachers and the children  each song  there are gesturs...

hello

just wanted to say good day to all my friends list friends today,  and hope you all are happy  and doing what you want to do on this fine day!!!! im barb and i aprove this messege!ha  i always wanted to say that! peace xx

saturday

ya still in our jammys  boreing you say, heck its nice to have the children on the weekends dont have to get our duckies in a row  off to school we go  with all the other kiddys going to school on the road  more charter schools  private schools...

howdy

i was thinking about something,  and boy do i feel guilty just for thinking about it   your not supose to go there in your mind   your a Christian your not suposed to feel this way   or am i? just take care of my home and children and that will be all...

spooky movie

old  movies classic channel  has a movie on and i cant think of the name of, norman bates owns a hotel  crap whats the name of it?janet leigh was in the original, hmm

me day!!!!!

ya ya im a selfish son of a gun  well im not gonna clean or pick up  or hang up anything this day   gonna read my  mystery   pull the covers around my feet   nope no usual stuff i do around the house,  day off   for just me,,the weekend is comeing,...

BOOKS!!!

yes went to my favorite bookstore in the world yesterday, sweet  its a used book store,,oh the smell of old musy books that have been kept dusted and have been treated as the treasures they are, well anyway i went to the store already,  some Agatha...

my dad

is comeing over this morning  he wants me to help him look into somthing for him on the puter, hmm sweet me helping my dad, hes a nice person and he always has my back,growing up i hated him yes i said it hated him for what he did to me  used me as a...

hot air baloon!

ya i saw it comeing home from the school it was rite over my house! cool  the sound it makes like its huffing and puffing   theres this lot on the corner emmits lot well anyway i knew thats where he wanted to land   i was rite!  i watched them land ...

friends

ya when i write mails to friends im happy at the moment then  i think wow a friend from far away cares what my life is, hmm thats realy nice  and i do care about their circumstances and offer suport and prayer  and i always look to see if they are in...

file cabinet!

ok ball and chain brought home his dads file cabinet, well it was full of pictures and odds and ends,  it was banging around the momvan  sooo  before it broke my window banging around  i took the thing apart so i could take it in the house first i had...

tut tut

looks like rain  ya thats what pooh says  ya bla bla   we like pooh  so everytime i say tutt tutt  the boys say looks like rain mom,  its cool  better go get the boys from school my favorite part  of the day! peace xx

dig up some dirt.

yep background check  lets see what she has in her closet  keep digging so we can find the dirt on you whole family,   sad realy have to look so we can report it and tell you what they mite have said or done 18 years ago or something   boy sad realy...

roam

no where to go  gonna take it slow   no where to roam  think i will just stay home  unplug the phone  just like Greta garbo  I JUST VANT TO BE ALONE!!!  ya gotta listen to the silence the sound is so sweet   close the windows  cant hear those noises...

hes been sober

for 5 days! ya hes eating  adding weight to hi body, not shaking so much,i am proud of him,and hes not a grump bucket with us,hmm  usualy when hes sober hes jonesing so bad he is mad at the world understandibly so,when your body has been used to drink...

voices

in the house i miss them laughing my ears cant hear it but my heart can hear them giggling and fiteing with each other i chuckle  from the other room,they are growing up doing their lessons  learning the Bible everyday  i am so proud of them both  this...

nite time comes

yep another day  got alot done today,clean baby clean,i have to remember to open the windows when i use chemicals wow pinsol buzz hehe, the homestaed is clean then i walk in my room eekk pretty trashed  everything  ends up in my room  why is that i...

boys in school

ya stay real cool go jump in that pool, no to cold  and im too old  just sit on my butt  and try not to go nutts  missing the boys  i could go shopping and buy them some toys  man i love those boys!!!!!I have been calling them my academic boys  i like...

hello

i hope you all had a good weekend, back to the grind once again  get all my duckies in a row so morning will go smoothly gotta know where those ziplock baggies are haha,all the school stuff they need to stuff in their backpacks  the nite is comeing  ya...

cracked

too many cracks   its hard to go back  too much muck under the bridge   the heart  does not trust as much as it use to, he asks me if i still love him?,  yes i do but im not in love with him anymore,  been on my own for awhile  kinda got used to it,no...

hollyhocks!

i did not think they would ever bloom this season, guess what  i was looking and i see a spot of color! ya pink but a darker pink color,wow finaly  the others will soon falow and the colors will explode  in my front yard,my brother gave me the seeds a...

summer a little bit left.

this weekend was nice even though there were some anoying aspects to it  oh well thats life in the real world   drinkinking lemonaid in the shade  put your feet up and oh ya play with your pup   see if theres any ice that would be nice   dont trip over...

morning peace

yes its peaceful so far so good the boys are off today and i get them home with me   feeling better  havnt felt good for a few days  maybe just maybe today is the day i will feel more like myself! i loged in the other day  would not take my password,...