Deserted

ventered out in the heat earlier  what is usualy a busy area a lot of traffic  not a soul to be found  just me at a red light all alone  ya the red light the one you can sit there and make a sandwich and eat it that red light   It was weird but kinda...

Up

sound

Took that first sip of coffee yawning. I hear that sound the familiar whoosh of a hot air baloon, Frazier the cat is seeinng it from his  window seat his favorite spot, its real close I grabb my socks and robe  yes ts across the street huvering. There...

Up

She looked at her right palm,the glass was in pretty deap  she says to herself just pull it out fast get it over with.As she pulls herself up off the filthy alleyway scopes out whats around her looking for what little possessions she did have,realy...

Journey

Boy gld to have my WIFi back! The storm knocked it out in the neighborhood for a day  a long day.  Lighning I guess was the culpret.  My youngest works at a fast food joint. He called me.  Hay mom can you pick me up? Well I had my car keys pronto out...

Drive

He has a job it's his first one.       Saving for a car  has his permit   I let him drive him and me  he drives himself to work and I am passenger  i drive myself home    He makes me nervous  i cant show it  becouse he is confident and i tell h what a...

Beans

Needen to go to market  my boys requested my baked beans yum   Ok my car keys hu heehee   B

Brother

Today is my brothers 50th birthday,he is on vacation for a couple weeks    I call him the flood baby   1965 colorado hot flooded  thats when they decided to build a few dams  Chatfield dam and cherry creek dam   When mom was in hospital  the power...

Grow a pair

Ok  awhile back ball and chain and myself barrowed money from my dad so we wouldn't overdraft at the bank   Ok  ball and chain have avoided my dad  and I have been paying him back i go to his house and give him cash   See   I go alone ball and chain...

Change

Heck I had a fricken root canal  a deep cleaning and the mad doc pulled two teeth molars  crapp  I'm healing just fine  just have to put on weight been sucking down mashed shit for to long  I'm needing  a steak! Well maybe after my birthday  June 25  ...

Life

It's been different at my home   Yep ball and chain put down the bottle  it's been around six months him being sober   Its realy been a bitch with his moods   Hay i get it    But I told him he cant be mean to me if he is hurting  heck i didn't pour...

Still around

Wow thoughts is still around  thats nice in an ever changing planet earth!better look see what's up   Nice    Bjm

Comfy

Hes got the shakes real bad  i get sad  then i get really pissed ,its  not my job to fix him it cant be done im not equiped,i can keep him from hurting himself when he falls down make sure he has no liters to lite those ciggs and burn my carpet  maybe...

tablet

Oh yes electronics have gotten affordable. People go on to a new model of something.  So I get the one they dont make anymore couse the demand went elsewhere for the newest trend. Heck good for me. I picked up a stand and case in one. One of those...

Angel angel

Angels angels all around,angels angels never make a sound,i never hear you  but knowing your always there ,angels angels a flicker of lite,angels angels hover over and watch over us in the nite dancing with the stars and heck maybe pop into mars...

Someone

Someone else has been using my thoughts account  i have had it for years  hadnt been around for awhile,i pop on thoughts  somthing creepy  a someone had been useing my thoughts account  guess  they couldnt get  their own account

Practice

Yep football practice the boys are back in town ya baby,both my boys are at the same senior highschool and both playing football oh boy  had to sign papers about hospitals and insurance policy  otsnumbers,hu  am i sending them to war i ask myself,?...

Drivers

Oh boy  my boys are driving    Heck twenty minutes ago they had their little sippycups, they are both in football  oh no!!cant put them in a bubble they are good boys and im proud and humble  we are not braggers  tought my boys to be humble souls  ...

strong

boy  its alot cooler today,it feels like my brain is gonna explode,,i am trying to stay cool for my boys,dont want them to see me go nutts,,,,well i am already a touch nutts     ok alot nutts    i am talking about going over the line   you know that...

distraction

ok yesterday i was married 22 years,,,do i cry or be happy that i have wasted those years with a man who thinks of me as mudd on the bottom of his shoe? i gave him 2 wonderful boys,he just favors one boy and has spent all his time with the oldest boy...

long

hello  hello  well i hope you all are very good today,have lots of news about my life and the boys,oh and rockheart  ya  rockheart,,,the boys are doing realy great,growing like weeds  the good kind of weeds the ones that are sweet,,trying to keep cool...

miss

my dad gave ball and chain a huge chunk of change  well a loan,he didnt tell me for a week,,,hay wait one minute,i wasnt aware of this   i asked him why he didnt tell me,he said  he was gonna tell me,,,he is gonna pay off a credit card,,,hmm,,,he will...

day

the boys are almost out of  school,whew   the time goes by so fast i cant stand it,time you cant get back,so i enjoy every moment of time with the boys,,they are gonna be great men some day,and i can rest easy in that thought,,,bjm

hello

heck i forgot how to type  its been so long  i hope you all in the neighborhood are great,,, the boys are growing like well watered weeds  the good kind of weeds with flowers on them full of life,,my oldest boy has a girlfriend  oh boy first...

gone by

time just seems to slip away from me  and things arnt what they used to be day by day and month by month,i want the time that goes by well i want it to mean somthing somthing very special,,well i look at my two young boys becoming two young men with...