Grow a pair

Ok  awhile back ball and chain and myself barrowed money from my dad so we wouldn't overdraft at the bank   Ok  ball and chain have avoided my dad  and I have been paying him back i go to his house and give him cash   See   I go alone ball and chain...

Change

Heck I had a fricken root canal  a deep cleaning and the mad doc pulled two teeth molars  crapp  I'm healing just fine  just have to put on weight been sucking down mashed shit for to long  I'm needing  a steak! Well maybe after my birthday  June 25  ...

Life

It's been different at my home   Yep ball and chain put down the bottle  it's been around six months him being sober   Its realy been a bitch with his moods   Hay i get it    But I told him he cant be mean to me if he is hurting  heck i didn't pour...

Still around

Wow thoughts is still around  thats nice in an ever changing planet earth!better look see what's up   Nice    Bjm

Comfy

Hes got the shakes real bad  i get sad  then i get really pissed ,its  not my job to fix him it cant be done im not equiped,i can keep him from hurting himself when he falls down make sure he has no liters to lite those ciggs and burn my carpet  maybe...

tablet

Oh yes electronics have gotten affordable. People go on to a new model of something.  So I get the one they dont make anymore couse the demand went elsewhere for the newest trend. Heck good for me. I picked up a stand and case in one. One of those...

Angel angel

Angels angels all around,angels angels never make a sound,i never hear you  but knowing your always there ,angels angels a flicker of lite,angels angels hover over and watch over us in the nite dancing with the stars and heck maybe pop into mars...

Someone

Someone else has been using my thoughts account  i have had it for years  hadnt been around for awhile,i pop on thoughts  somthing creepy  a someone had been useing my thoughts account  guess  they couldnt get  their own account

Practice

Yep football practice the boys are back in town ya baby,both my boys are at the same senior highschool and both playing football oh boy  had to sign papers about hospitals and insurance policy  otsnumbers,hu  am i sending them to war i ask myself,?...

Drivers

Oh boy  my boys are driving    Heck twenty minutes ago they had their little sippycups, they are both in football  oh no!!cant put them in a bubble they are good boys and im proud and humble  we are not braggers  tought my boys to be humble souls  ...

strong

boy  its alot cooler today,it feels like my brain is gonna explode,,i am trying to stay cool for my boys,dont want them to see me go nutts,,,,well i am already a touch nutts     ok alot nutts    i am talking about going over the line   you know that...

distraction

ok yesterday i was married 22 years,,,do i cry or be happy that i have wasted those years with a man who thinks of me as mudd on the bottom of his shoe? i gave him 2 wonderful boys,he just favors one boy and has spent all his time with the oldest boy...

long

hello  hello  well i hope you all are very good today,have lots of news about my life and the boys,oh and rockheart  ya  rockheart,,,the boys are doing realy great,growing like weeds  the good kind of weeds the ones that are sweet,,trying to keep cool...

miss

my dad gave ball and chain a huge chunk of change  well a loan,he didnt tell me for a week,,,hay wait one minute,i wasnt aware of this   i asked him why he didnt tell me,he said  he was gonna tell me,,,he is gonna pay off a credit card,,,hmm,,,he will...

day

the boys are almost out of  school,whew   the time goes by so fast i cant stand it,time you cant get back,so i enjoy every moment of time with the boys,,they are gonna be great men some day,and i can rest easy in that thought,,,bjm

hello

heck i forgot how to type  its been so long  i hope you all in the neighborhood are great,,, the boys are growing like well watered weeds  the good kind of weeds with flowers on them full of life,,my oldest boy has a girlfriend  oh boy first...

gone by

time just seems to slip away from me  and things arnt what they used to be day by day and month by month,i want the time that goes by well i want it to mean somthing somthing very special,,well i look at my two young boys becoming two young men with...

snow

hello hello  hope all is well,i have missed thoughts,i have been doing alot of things,being a single mom is actualy working out for me better than the way i wasnt realy living before  if that makes any kinda sense,the home is  happy for my boys and me...

year

i am wishing you all a great up and coming year,may all your wishes and dreams come true,hope you all are doing fine,,the boys are great i am just tired,,bjm

digg out

well time to get the momvan out of the driveway,it snowed and  its gonna take awhile to even find my momtaxi  i need to get out of this house for a while  get some happy tidings going,,i woke up pissed and i  dont want this feeling any more  i want to...

beer

yep thats what im gonna get the old rockheart for Christmas,a case of the stuff he lives for,,maybe i will help him kill himself a little faster,and a carton of smokes the strong kind,,, and a bunch of liters,,,bjm

about

went out yesterday whew people going nuts  they all had that glazed looked in their eyes,,ok ladys time for battle at the store,,,my boys and i smiled couse i refuse to get caught up in all the crapp,,bjm

happy

i wish you all a happy Christmas   bjm

gobble

hello  i hope you all had a great Thanksgiving,,the boys and i had alot of fun eating and cooking that bird,wow leftovers hu turkey pie sounds good,,havnt been around for awhile,i have been up to my ears in stuff to do,,,,well time to clean my place ...

talk

the school called and told me the bullying would stop this is the kids second warning,his parents have been made aware of the problem,i will have to duct tape myself to a chair or i will go see the kids mom  oh rite  bad idea,,,it will be ok,,bjm