out

Im liking being home taking care of myself     have the place  to myself.   As long as I get out some time usualy to the grocery store its all good.    I still feel weird with my oxygen and all oh well.   I gt to hang out with my sweet Frazier.    I...

lunch

I did  not go to a luncheon with my ex work family.   Glad I didnt.  My friend  texted me told me all about it.  This lady showed up.  Shes what you call a tweeker she smokes that good old meth stuff.    Well any way,   pour those shots  and then some...

clean break

Yes the ladys are having a luncheon today where I use to work  my old work family  they are going to get together to say good by to a few of us.   SHIRLY is moving out of state.  Another one  s going to rehab.   And then theres me no longer working...

friend

Ok I use to work with this girl. Rather young early 20s. Me im 54 this year. We got to be friends. She talkes about  her children. I talk about my young men. She would talk about her roommate. Friend with benefits.   He pays half rent and plays vdeo...

make due

No trees uprooted whew!  Its sure pretty out there but im glad I dont have to go out for any thing.  Got my supplys friday before the snow fell.  Boy people are sure nice to you if you wear oxygen in public. Hu.  Need help out to yur car mam?  How are...

up

Just remember when we think we are alone we are realy not alone in this world battling our issues in our lves.  Best thing to do for your self is to take care of you. 

home

It is lucky for me I can stay home and not have to work.  Ball and chain does good for his family payes bills mortgage payments  the whole deal.  Always takes care of his boys and me.    See im gonna miss making my own money!! Ug. I liked making my...

doc

Ok im sitting in docs office.  He walks in.    He aked me questions.  He asked if I was depressed  I cleared my throat.  And  I asked him if I could ask a question. I asked  hay doc how long do I have.    He took off his glasses and just looked at me....

mam

Boy people are sure nice all of a sudden when you have your oxygen up your nose in public.    Open doors for me. Askhow are you today mam? Ask if I nee help with grocerys out to my car .  Hu I  just smile my smile and tell them thanks any way.   Its...

change

Hope you all are doing great.    Me alot has happened within a month.  My heart isnt working very well. Need oxygen all the time.  I asked for less hours at work. Nope   aint gonna happen. Crapp they knew my situation my health stuff.  I even got a...

thanks

Ill be back later thanks good people

eat

Gonna grab me a fat stupid burger I m supposed to gain weight

kindness

Thans for the kindness you all have showed me!!!! Crapp my glasses are fogging up.  Hope your lives are happy

save

I need to save some money so I can get a little place for myself and my cat when my youngest moves to college  might take awhile. But I can do it.  Even a divorce is in the cards woohoo

me

He use to tell me. Its not about you.   Hu. This time of my life it has to be about me taking care of me

job

I was a stay at home mom  I raised my two boys.   Hadn't wirked outside the home in more than 20 years.     Well they dont need e to pour there cheeios for them any more.   Soooo. I went t there and found myslf a perfect job for me.   I was scared...

myself

 Boy was he right.  the more you do things on yor own the stronger you become

done

I have been paying a debt for awhile. 11,000 bucks. Yep me all by myself.  Im done with it December 5 woohoo I feel like I can fly to the moon!  This was a debt my ball and chain racked up in my name. Yep he through me under the bus.   Thats ancient...

boys

I have two outstanding boys.     My oldest moved out going to college living with his gal.   I have learned to breath again  I forgot they do leave the nest.     I have another son a junior in highschool.  Yes outstanding young man he is. Good choices...

C word

Yes he calls me THAT word  it doesn't slice my soul in half any more its so typical of him and I told him so    hes 60 and he acts like a stupid child  you know the saying stupid is is stupid does!!  No I'm not having a pitty party just thinking out...

Off

Yep this vacation thing is great!!!!  My work family asked me where I was going,I told them no where gonna putter around my home stay in my night cloths all day if i want heehee      I miss my friends at work very much  and it will be nice to get hugs...

Day

Just one more day at work and two wonderful days off! The heat is crazey ts making us all a little goofy. We laughed so hard today  we  worked hard all week in the stuid heat.  Oh well I am just happy to have a job.  Hope y you all are doing great on...

day off

Yep went to the dentist again today. Oh boy a rout canal. I am lucky I have a great dentist  hopefully my mouth will stop screaming.     My heart goes out to all the familys who lost loved ones in Florida in that terrible shooting.     Life can change...

Ice

Yep just watch out for that ice under that snow    Whew this fellow almost slammed into me He was going to fast in his big dog daddy truck  crapp i saw the whites of his eyes we were that close    I'm thinking to myself  heck i dont want to die on my...

Story

Each of them have a story you can see their lives in their eyes  that certain look that every lady shows every day of their lives   They work hard and carry the load for survival on this earth they take care of their children  and some their...